tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27767110712819611192012-02-16T12:57:05.720-08:00CiQiQihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15963512112815702426noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2776711071281961119.post-69690952404699532902007-11-15T16:53:00.000-08:002007-11-15T17:06:22.828-08:00ada apa aku ini??<br />knapa aq bisa begitu bodohnya???<br />dah banyak kali kebodohan yg aq lakukan..<br />semua yg lakukan kayaknya gak pernah benar..<br /><br />apa aku salah..<br />aku cuma ingin DIA..<br />tp DIA gak bisa..<br />lalu, apakah aq salah menginginkan prasaan sperti prsaanku ma DIA??<br /><br />knapa kalo udah berhubungan dgn DIA,<br />my tears fall down..<br />selalu..<br /><br />aq ingin pergi..<br />walopun DIA gak disini..<br /><br />aq ingin pergi ke tempat dimana aq gak bisa ingat DIA..<br /><br />aq ingin pergi ke tempat dimana aq bisa menemukan hidup yg lebih baik,tanpa DIA..<br /><br />aq ingin bunuh dia..<br /><br />aq pengen dia mati..<br /><br />karena dia udah buat aq jadi manusia yg telah kehilangan separuh nyawanya..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2776711071281961119-6969095240469953290?l=ciqiqi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CiQiQihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15963512112815702426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2776711071281961119.post-5749617794053167142007-11-03T07:57:00.000-07:002007-11-03T08:01:03.026-07:00dah capek2 nulis.<br />eh malah gak kesimpan.<br />males bgt nulis ulang lagi.<br />hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..<br />tiba2 laper ne pengen makan tape,<br />"TAPE DE!!"<br /><br />kini,<br />ku hanya ingin lupakan semua.<br />mengenangmu menyesakkan jiwa.<br />kan ku hapus air mata,<br />hingga ku dapat sembuhkan luka..<br /><br />goodbye.<br />all.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2776711071281961119-574961779405316714?l=ciqiqi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CiQiQihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15963512112815702426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2776711071281961119.post-22144648170834977202007-08-19T06:29:00.000-07:002007-08-19T06:30:08.932-07:00bahwa aq bener2 worthless......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2776711071281961119-2214464817083497720?l=ciqiqi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CiQiQihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15963512112815702426noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2776711071281961119.post-62950124500641723042007-08-19T04:37:00.000-07:002007-08-19T05:07:15.858-07:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">but, unluckily, it happened to me,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">beneran,, jd tambah sakit tau ga!</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">yg tadinya sakit fisik aja, jadi bertambah jadi sakit psikis!</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">parah euy, calon psiko(pat)log tag bisa me-menej psikis sendiri,, (namanya juga manusia),,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">jadi,ceritanya ini terjadi kmaren,, tepat sehari setelah ulang tahun kmerdekaan Republik Indonesia ke-62 ( ga da hubungannya sec),,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">disaat sakitqu ini semakin giat melanda, disitu pulalah temen2qu berkumpul,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">tepat,they did such a little reunion,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">off course, i couldn't blame this sickness,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">tiba2, qu ngerasa jadi <span style="font-weight: bold;">org paling tidak beruntung sedunia</span> (seperti yg slalu qu rasakan kalo sakit ini melanda),,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">can u imagine dat?!!</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">di saat mereka sedang <span style="font-weight: bold;">tertawa dengan riang</span>, disitu pulalah aq menghabiskan hari2 dengan <span style="font-weight: bold;">terkulai di tempat tidur</span>,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">di saat mereka sedang <span style="font-weight: bold;">asik mengenang masa lalu</span>, disitu pulalah aq <span style="font-weight: bold;">merenungi nasib</span>, knapa aq harus seperti ini,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">di saat mereka sedang <span style="font-weight: bold;">beramai-ramai</span>, disitu pulalah aq terkurung dirumah,<span style="font-weight: bold;">sendirian</span>,, (catet: SENDIRIAN)</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">hhhhhh,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">ya,, SENDIRI,, dalam arti yg sesungguh dan tidak sesungguhnya,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">SENDIRI, tanpa ada pertanyaan : sakit apa?</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">atau, "gimana keadaannya sekarang?"</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">atau,"cepet sembuh ya"</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">atau,"hh,, andaikan qw gak sakit"</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">atau minimal tatapan yg meneduhkan hati,yg setidaknya sedikiiiiiiiiiiitt aja nunjukin kalo they do care of me,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">atau,jangan2 aq emang segitu <span style="font-weight: bold;">worthless</span>nya dihadapan mereka?!!</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">n then, today, qu dah sembuh, tepatnya menyembuhkan diri,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">toh aq dah bisa jalan(sedikit lemes),dah bisa agak tersenyum,apa salahnya qu menghadiri undangan seorang teman,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">teman,dalam arti sebenarnya,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">ya,ternyata aq masih memiliki beberapa org temen yg dihadapan mereka aq masih memiliki arti,,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">aq cuma manusia biasa,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">yg masih punya perasaan,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">dan rasa segan utk menyampaikan segala uneg2,</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">ma special thanks buat yg udah ciptain 'blog',</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"></span></span></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">tempat menumpahkan segala uneg2.</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;"> </span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2776711071281961119-6295012450064172304?l=ciqiqi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CiQiQihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15963512112815702426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2776711071281961119.post-52982151680814946892007-08-17T22:14:00.000-07:002007-08-17T22:32:16.140-07:00<div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >seperti judul blognya "an undescribeable notes",,</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >seperti tu jugalah perasaanqu hare ne,,</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">susah buat diungkapkan,,</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >dah dicoba berulang kali tetep aja gak bisa,,</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >antara segan, malu, takut ktauan, <span style="font-weight: bold;">gak pantes,</span> semuanya bercampur aduk!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >hhhh,,,</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >mungkin kira2 begini :</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">"I'm not, not sure,</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">Not too sure how it feels</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">To handle everyday</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">And I miss you love</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">And I miss you love..."</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">(miss you love - silverchair)</span></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">hhhhh (lagi),,</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">but d question is:</span></span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >DO I DESERVE TO MISS HIM?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">after all wat i've done to him n wat he has done to me?!!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">i'm not sure,,,</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">let it flow</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">i hate him.</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">yeah, i'm pretty sure dat i hate him.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family:georgia;">n i hate ma self too.</span></span><br /><br /><style>.cink{font-size:10px;font-family:tahoma;color:a9a9a9;font-weight:normal;text-decoration:none;}</style><br /><div id="'vid1'" style="'width:300px;height:16px;text-align:center;background-color:000000;'"><br /><a 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src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2776711071281961119-5298215168081494689?l=ciqiqi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CiQiQihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15963512112815702426noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2776711071281961119.post-71095677326959330922007-08-17T21:46:00.000-07:002007-08-17T21:54:03.949-07:00honestly, i dunno how to start diz blog,,<br /><br />gak tau mo nulis apa,,<br /><br />tapi, kalo dah punya uneg2 di hati, gak tau harus ditumpahkan kemana,,<br /><br />jadilah blog ne sebuah alternatif buat curhad,sekaligus ngelatih bakat menulis,,<br /><br />wekekekekeke,,<br /><br />so,at last, i hope diz blog can help me to improve ma self,though i dunno how far it can help me,,<br /><br />^_^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2776711071281961119-7109567732695933092?l=ciqiqi.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>CiQiQihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15963512112815702426noreply@blogger.com0